I don't know anymore about anything. I am good most days. But sometimes, I feel like I'm in some funky limbo state.
I'm even struggling trying to get back into my faith. I feel so unworthy, if that is even the right word.
Then I get frustrated/ upset at you for never letting us be just friends. (But that is probably my fault too) I asked to be that in the beginning. To be let in on your life as just a simple, innocent friend publicly, whether it be through FB or any other means, but nope you kept me hidden, a secret. "My wife would .... excuse". I am sure you have plenty of friends that are female but just not me. That to me is sad.
My point is; It would have been nice to just have you in my life as someone I could say hi to every now and then without feeling bad for doing it. But instead I am pushed out completely, while strangers are allowed to be more friendly to you than I am. I think that sucks!
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