Overwhelmed

I'm so sad.
Today, on the way home where we were visiting, I looked off into the city and seriously thought of disappearing. Running away from my family. They had all left me and I was alone. I wanted nothing more than to disappear. I feel like I am dying slowly.
I could cry at any moment. I fight the tears from coming. I have my moments when I just give in. And release all the sadness in my heart. Because the day he said good bye was the day he took my sunshine away with him.