I gave in and emailed him.
I know. I have no strenghth when it comes to him.
He makes me happy.
Just talking with him makes me happy.
I asked him to come back.
I only want his friendship.
I would give up all my other desires, just for his friendship.
I want that connection again.
I miss that the most out of everything.
I have no connection with my husband any more. I have lost patience with him. He doesn't listen anymore and just talks over me. I'm frustrated and sad.
Things with my husband aren't that great. I fill my time with things to keep my mind busy. My husband occupies his time with his favorite sport, as usual. I've grown tired.
My husband now want to play his favorite sport on my birthday instead of celebrating it with me.
I don't think I am the only one who is frustrated. My kids are as well. They asked me to never to go away again. That was even my 19 year old son saying that. To me that says something.
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