I snuck James into my dorm room. Boys were strictly forbidden from entering the girls dorm. It was pretty easy. I was on the second floor right near the back stair well. All I had to do was open up the back stair well door and sneak him up one flight of stairs and right into my room! Super easy!
Once, in my room James helped pull down the mattresses from the top bunks and layed them on the ground. Everything had been packed up anyway because of winter break, so it was pretty easy.
We then made a little bed on the floor out of the mattresses.
I was so happy to have him there with me. But, I was also so nervous. I had never been alone with a boy in my room. I invited him up to spend the night with him. I had never done anything like this with any other boy.
The most we had done before was kiss and touch each other a bit. Which really wasn't much different from what we did that night, except we were in our underwear together.
It all began innocently enough. We laid together on that mattress and made out. Eventually, hands traveled and James undid my bra. And began to touch.
( I told you, I was so innocent still at this time of my life.)
I was nervous so I would clasp it back together. This happened several times. But, during this encounter with James, he asked me if we could go all the way. I knew he wanted to. But, I wasn't ready yet. So, I told him no. He was such a gentleman. He didn't push the issue. He respected me not being ready. For the rest of the night we just held each other, made out and talked.
That next morning James left and we didn't see each other until about 6 years later, and I was married and had a son of my own.
But our story didn't end there.
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