Part 20: The boy who haunts my dreams

James got married again and not because he truly loved her but out of obligation. He wanted to be there for his kids. 

I guess his new wife Marie, had her own issues. It is not like he did any better marrying his 2nd wife. He would have better sticking it out with his first wife. 

James explained to me how his new wife was bipolar and often had severe mood swings. And how being married to her was hard. 

I just listened. Wanting nothing more than to be his friend. 

James and Marie had their baby girl and gave birth to a baby boy a couple years later. 

We were still emailing each, about every day. Talking mostly about ourselves and our families. 

This friendship quickly turned into a 5 year friendship. Still completely innocent. We did have some conversations about what was and what could have been but it was just conversation. A fun conversation.